Kamatari Honjo desu.
You can always find me in the middle of controversy. Yes, I do not exaggerate if I say that paradox rules my existence.
Are you already wondering if I’m onna or otoko?
But let the matter of gender definition behind, and you’ll run into the matter of my alliances.
Am I pro Meiji or still a rebel? Still a Juppongatana or now National Army?
Sometimes I’m not sure myself. But don’t make it public. Hesitation is a liability a spy can not afford.
The one thing I was sure about….the one person I was sure about …. died many years ago, in the flames of glory and an ideal. He’s still present in my mind, as well as his teachings. A strong Japan, proud and exemplary, set in the way of progress and power.
Regardless of the fact that the Restoration bastards are the ones holding the power right now, that’s what I’m working for, killing for, even switching genders as easily as clothes for. Not that I’m an easy one, mind you. You’ll sooner find yourself imbedded on a kunai before getting cozy with me.
A good thing that I have certain freedom on the who-dies-and-who-doesn’t business within my field of a spy. Because in a few words, that’s what I have been doing since the final battle at the Aoiya: spying for Japan’s government in Europe, instead of letting myself face the fire squad under the charges of treason. Posing as a foreign student sometimes, a young aristocrat some others, once as a female performer of an itinerant Asian theater. Why the government prefers me in male roles is beyond me.
But anyway, I decided to take on this deal instead of dying or spending a life in prison. Not that I have anything against little muscle boy Angy-san, what with his Buddha ways and all, but I will hardly achieve any forgiveness for my deeds, so why start trying?
Life with no regrets, I’m telling you. Rise, my son, kill and eat. Read that somewhere…oh, yeah, my European escapades have given me views on such an amount of things. There are many interesting sayings in that book.
Tricky thing, religion and politics. Better leave that to the bureaucrats. Let me get the info and the commit the assassinations.
Forgive me if I ramble, but being back in Japan excites me. It’s been too damn long since I have spoken my language and dressed on my usual clothes. Which I hope to have stashed somewhere.
And there are people I’d like to see again. Tombs to visit as well. But more than anything, I’m thrilled to know I’m the bearer of uprising news. Ill fated or revolutionary, pick your adjective. It seems war with foreign states will make its first strike in Tokyo.
And that’s the way I’m heading right now. As I said before, in the middle of controversy.